Why Be Good When Your Best Isn't Good Enough?

Here I go again on the road once more having not slept a wink. Blah what is with this obsession of not sleeping before a trip. Yes I'm excited to get home, but man I organized my room all night packed for 30 mins and cleaned the bathroom for 30 mins. I washed laundry leaving only my whites to do when I get back. Every spec meets college requirements without a slip. All power is out all windows closed, everything clean (and even inviting and ORGANIZED so I can find it when I get back.

Just awaiting my ride who isn't even up yet :( Cummon where are you?!? Its funny and sad. I have no idea how I do it. Boxes are sealed, fan is off and coffee pot disconnected. Cafeteria cup hidden, pills packed. Now to feel Christmassy... does one just shift or does it happen gradually?

I'm bringing next semester with me so I'm not making a clean break from school. Wow our president won't be here when I come back and 2 of my friends on staff will be leaving right after my graduation. Okay world here I come.....