Why Be Good When Your Best Isn't Good Enough?

So its one week after my caffein and sarcasm fasts. I think I'm addictied to fasting because I'm already considering my next 40 day fast. Control is the issue and I think by understanding where I lack control these fasts will not be necessary. What will I fast? computers; flirtation; all desserts and snacks? The choices are huge so I'll consider my options. Who knows maybe I'll fast procrastination to get my courses back on track so I graduate on time!

Its rough, but I'm sure I'll figure out something. I've really enjoyed the comments from those who supported me during my caffein fast and have to say I was thankful for the support. That being said, I have a bag of Serious Coffee Beans on my desk right now next to a jar of ground McMillan Blend Roasted Beans. One can't go wrong there. But in all seriousness I'm concerned that there hasn't been a day where I've gone without coffee, so maybe that is somewhere I'll need to watch closer. I have been honoring the rules of drinking coffee I've set out for myself - no drinking for a buzz or because I need energy, no drinking on mass in presence of other caffein addicts, and no drinking in the presence of those who I don't know if they are an addict or not.

Oh well I need some brain cells left and lots of hope because my home stretch is coming soon and classes are almost over. I will be a grad and I can't wait to stretch my legs and freedom in a place not school. I guess I'll write again this week and we'll see where I go on my future of fasts.