Why Be Good When Your Best Isn't Good Enough?

Updating after a long pause in the blog scene. Lately I have been drained a lot, I have had a lot of work to do, and not nearly enough sleep. I have spent too much time on Msn, and not enough time in my studies, I suppose this is because it is easier to procrastinate then it is to do work, although the cloud of guilt looms over my head from time to time, and tries to convince me that because of my procrastination it is reason to get nothing done at all. And so this is something that has happened. With all the personal development I have been going through it has also tired me. But God has done a great work in my life, and has made me realize more of his glory, and shown me more of him on a day to day. I have started doing daily devotionals that have proved to be powerful and energizing for me (in the afternoons) I can't wait until I can implement them into my mornings (aka going to sleep on time is a key to this). At this point my body is really hurting, as Mel and Key know I took a nasty spill a couple months ago, and it has really worked it's way up to my neck and all through my back, if you guys could pray for me it would be appreciated. I have decided to not take pain killers at this time even though the pain is excruciating as it makes me docile and extremely tired (and I'm not so sure it would help too much at this point anyway). Well I believe that I can start the healing process right now...I'm going to bed.