Sunday, September 10, 2006
Procrastination
Why is it always near the end that the littlest task seems so heavy. I mean its a stupid paper that in the end won't kill me but at the same time it is the same work I've always had to do (research, structure, inspiration, and output shear brilliance). Maybe the brilliance is starting to fade with age, or maybe I'm nervous about the idea of stepping out AGAIN on my own, since the last time didn't go so hot.
Just to note I have 3 papers and 3 courses are done (29 pages) then there are just 9 courses left. Of course there is just 2 major papers (24 pages), 1 minor paper (5 pages of q & a) and 2 tests and 2 more of those courses are dust. Then there are the 4 courses this semester and then 3 left and of course I've started 1 of that 3 (which should be done by semester's end) leaving 2 for January and February (extra curricular fun).
If you followed all that you'll see how I feel - I'm screwed.... but that just gives me another reason to procrastinate! So here I go to finish those first 3 papers which is all I can look at now.
Just to note I have 3 papers and 3 courses are done (29 pages) then there are just 9 courses left. Of course there is just 2 major papers (24 pages), 1 minor paper (5 pages of q & a) and 2 tests and 2 more of those courses are dust. Then there are the 4 courses this semester and then 3 left and of course I've started 1 of that 3 (which should be done by semester's end) leaving 2 for January and February (extra curricular fun).
If you followed all that you'll see how I feel - I'm screwed.... but that just gives me another reason to procrastinate! So here I go to finish those first 3 papers which is all I can look at now.
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